USS Delta 9 Library

Project Delta Trilogy 4 (02/03/2011)

Chapter 29 will have ended on January 14, 2011; and Chapter 30 will have started on January 15, 2011.  I do not like writing big chapters in my novels as it did happen in the past few trilogies in my life.

I am still working on Project Delta Trilogy 4 with the 10th book called Project Delta Book 10: Another Error in Life.  I have reached about 250 pages in Book 10; but I may have to go for the goal of at least 450 pages by June 30, 2011.  I note that I have to deal with my present life experiences.

I know from experience that the fictional Project Delta series will be more complex as I get new information from some characters like Vice Fleet Admiral Robert Palanche, who is currently the Acting First Officer of the USS Chlebowski.

The story gets more complex as I write this note, but what offends me is my increased complexity within the series itself.

I do not want to get into people's affairs in life, but some characters may grow like Vice Fleet Admiral Robert Palanche.  Also, my life has changed as I realize that many people I once know are now gone, out of my life indefinitely.

I may be forced to find someone much closer to home as many people will not come to me when they feel that I may be trying too hard to make new friends in life.  They do not like my efforts to make friends with them, even to ask for forgiveness from them.

Since early 2377, some people have encouraged me to become isolated from them as they dissociate from me with the statement that my friendships with them are no longer appropriate in their lives and in my life.

Ten and one-half years passed by since I did get that feeling.  I did argue effectively against it to a former friend, but it did lead her to feel angered by my tone in which I had the right to make friends.  She did not want to talk with me again with intent to show no forgiveness to me indefinitely.

Of course, she did not want anything to do so; and it remains the same as of July 23, 2387, (or January 20, 2011, in real life).

In Chapter 29, I did find out that I may be reaching a point as a prelude to Chapter 30 (which will be a 1-day chapter) and Chapter 31 (which will be a 7-day chapter).

I know not to interact much with people as I am usually humble to them.  I try to make some new friends, but I end up having to deal with my pet cat Sunday Night.  My pet cat Sunday Night is still alive as far as I am concerned, but I know from experience that she loves my company while I continue to love her.

As I finish the report, I will have reached almost into late July 2387 (July 30, 2387, in fictional time).

However, I only have some time left before I will have to delve into August 2387 as I know not to interact much with students and alumni of KWU unless I have a legitimate reason for my contacts with them.

I know not to get involved with people in general when possible.  I know that friendships are important, but I understand that some people need not to be named because of confidentiality and because of HIPAA law that helps increase confidentiality for all staff and patients.

So I feel, for some reason, I should not mention many people unless I have a legitimate purpose for them whatsoever.

I am talking about patients in mental health.

I have noted that patients have the right of confidentiality, so I must ask them before I mention their names especially when HIPAA would increase confidentiality not only for them but also for staff.

New Information from 01/24/2011:

 I did write Chapter 32 on July 25, 2387, in fictional time.  I am working on Chapter 33 as I wonder about my life changes since I did get involved with my social interests and different friends in town.  I end up spending more time with clients and some other persons in the community although I finally have taken the step after 23 years of very harmful thoughts to rid myself of all such thoughts.

Project Delta Book 10: Another Error in Life will not be an easy matter for me to deal with.  On January 31, 2011, I will start writing Chapter 34 to cover a 5-day chapter.  I am starting to run out of ideas for my story, but I end up having the same theme to deal with as I know from experiences in my life.

On February 1, 2011, I will have 5 months remaining on working on my 10th Project Delta regular book.  I admit it is not an easy book to write although I am also writing Dual Endeavors as its 1st chapter as well as 2 other untitled books that I keep for my personal use.

I do not intend to cause any problems with good reason, and I want to let my readers know that I am still involved with the Project Delta fictional series and with other special books including 2 untitled books that I am working on.

My life has been riddled with some feelings of depression although I recall how I did get very scared and upset in mid-May 2370 when I did find myself all alone having to deal with mental illnesses like depression and other related ones like having a personality disorder....

I have to admit that I have some issues with mental illnesses although I often talk about them within the Project Delta fictional series that did begin with 2379 as a fictional starting year.  The entire Project Delta fiction may continue for many years although the year 2388 will begin my 10th year in fiction although 2389 may mark my 10th anniversary of writing the Project Delta fiction.

Project Delta Book 12, when it will get written in 2389, will begin the 2nd decade of the Project Delta fictional series and will culminate its series' 4th trilogy.  If I can get my mind back in gear, I will look forward to begin my 5th Project Delta trilogy with Project Delta Book 13: Legacy of Fulcrum in 2390.

In the meantime, I need to take care of my pet cat Sunday Night.  She needs someone to spend time with her.  My pet cat has always been glad to see me at home, for she knows that I care about her.

New Information from 01/27/2011:

Chapter 33 has ended up becoming my plan not to go anywhere concerning July 31, 2387, through the evening of August 2, 2387.  Chapter 34 will start in fiction as August 3, 2387, and will end on August 7, 2387.  I do not know the details of loneliness except the fact that I will be getting more sleep for the weekend.

Rumor has it that Chapter 34 will be more complicated than Chapter 33.

Chapter 34 may be a better chapter than Chapter 33 as I feel that Chapter 33 of Project Delta Book 10: Another Error in Life will be a lonesome chapter as I face my trials and tribulations within Starbase 1041 and the Federation starship U.S.S. Chlebowski.  I may not be able to understand myself now in Chapter 33, but I would slowly get myself back to my feet in Chapter 34 as I learn that I would need to avoid letting my life fall to pieces.

I know, however, about my time to deal with my personal issues in Chapters 33 and 34 although I have nothing personal against anyone in my life.  I feel that I have enough friends in my community and its regional communities.  Therefore, I have no need to add any more new friends for a while.

I do not wish to cause any problems with anyone as I know from experience that I am a recluse who does not need to make any more new friends for a time.  Some friendships that I have now may no longer be appropriate for me (and to some others).  However, I have no intention to remove anyone from my friends list in different areas.

Chapter 33 will close my chapter on some people that I have mentioned in my Project Delta fictional series to Book 10: Another Error in Life.  I begin to feel that Chapter 34 will become a better chapter for me as I feel, for whatever reason, that I need to make just a handful of new friends in the community.

Chapter 34 will be the chapter in which I will improve on my social life and on my personal life as I find myself helping my personal life when I see myself losing touch with reality.

In Chapter 35, I will find myself making some contacts although I may learn that I need to make just a handful of new friends after Chapter 34 will end on the evening of August 6, 2387.  Chapter 35 will be a 2-day chapter to discuss happenings on August 7, 2387 and on August 8, 2387.

I would note here in this section that I believe that justice should be served fairly and equitably.  As I have been writing my 10th Project Delta book that fits into my 4th trilogy, I just feel that I have enough friends in my life although I stay within my community's limits.

As I think about my 10th book, I have found out that my life needs to be put back together beginning in the middle of Chapter 33 as Chapter 34 will come with a surprise as I want to be a happy, 37 1/2-year-old man.  In fictional time, I will turn 38 on November 13, 2387.  (In real life, it will happen on May 13, 2011.)

From 1800 on July 30, 2387, to 0900 on August 3, 2387, I would have agreed to leave women alone as I would have to get some sleep in the basement level of Starbase 1041.  Also, I will be spending some time with my pet cat.

What a mouthful!  If I ever said anything wrong in this note or in any other earlier notes, I apologize for such content.  I only want to cover what goes on into late July 2387 to mid-August 2387 as I seek to make some thoughts that may help me deal with issues into my social life.  Please understand that I am not a relationship person as I am not pursuing any relationships during this note (to be published on February 3, 2011).

The runabout attached to the U.S.S. Chlebowski has been undergoing a minor diagnostic although I am talking about the U.S.S. Emerald One.  I may be heading toward making new friends in life, but only a few may be necessary for me.  I may not be going to Central Mall on July 31, 2387 (or January 28, 2011, in real life) as I have not been getting much sleep recently.